natural

im finally getting comfortable hula hooping and i can dance a little more now and it feels more natural and has a lot more flow to it. i can already feel and see when i really get the timing down when i dance and when i do it feels so good!! now im starting to get the feel on the moves and timing so i know if i want to do a faster speed i use my neck a lot more and if its a slower beat i twirl it more around my body or do an isolation. i find the better i know the music the way better i am at hula hooping to it. hula hooping to paula abdul may sound weird but my straight up video is really really good. im actually impressed with the way that one came out. and it was easy to dance to because ive been listening to that album and dancing to it since 1992!

annoyed

right now im super annoyed. im trying to upload a video onto my blog but it wont do it! so annoying!

pulled over

i got fucken pulled over by a cop for speeding and i have a expired license and he let me go! i cant believe it! but now im really scared to go drive because he said he was going to check my stuff next time he see my car!

skillz

so ive been totallyinto hula hooping and catching on quick. i think! i try to go out side everyday and do it for a little bit. which isnt hard. i have so much fun and its so nice out side right now. but i love the challenge and it makes me want to stay in shape and stretch again.im working on isolations right now. which, compared to the first time i tried one is wayyy better now. and i can feel all the muscles that im going to need to strenghthen to get better at stalling as well.

Halloween shmalloween

Dude, my heart is totally broken right now. nothing is going my way right now. im sitting home alone on a sat. with feed me and dead mouse right down the road playing my favorite music and i look on fb and kyna and sarahryan are going!! and i was hoping i could hang out with sarah while ryan was gone but i pussied out and didnt bring it up to her again. then her last day of work is tomorrow we were going to open together but she bribed someone 15 dollars to cover her last shift so i wont see her then eather.then shit is ok but then my favorite holiday is coming up HALLOWEEN!! and caity is having a party but of course its the same day as nicks wedding. i was really looking forward to going but once i heard caity was moving to cali 4 weeks after the party it made me think. wait nick and them arnt even my friends. they never chilled with me or had a real conversation with me. so now i have to go to this thing with ryans friends. and as many times as ryan tells me we going to get home early from the wedding and make it home for her party i dont see it happening. i thinkhes going to say that all the way up til we get there and then something will happen that we will stay in ct and not make it back.and the night before the wedding, the majician is playing in Danbury ct. i really want to go to that  but ryan said we ahve to make up our mind. and i want to do all 3. why cant we drive to the show get a hotel sleep in ct then go to the wedding then drive up here and go to the party?! and i know if we dont go to the majician were going to miss the party too and then im not going to be able to dress up for halloween except at work the day of and thats no fun. i might not even have work that day! or ill have to work at lone wolf. and idk if ppl are going to dress up and im not friends with any of them so its not going top be as fun dressing up with them.its just going to be a lame halloween this year. this sucks. ive been looking forward to this all year and now its ruined.

comfortable

ive been working 2 jobs for 2 weeks and im just starting to get used to it now. but now it sucks cuz i have to work 10 days in a row. (big sad face) but on the bright side im making some good money right now. and skrillex is just around the corner!!!

9-6-11

So im starting my new job on monday and im super excited but as the time gets closer im getting more and more nervous! im happy that its right next to my current job and and i know someone working there already. so that makes me really comfy with the new job. also i didnt ask for it the owner asked meee!!! so i already have the upper hand here. and i dont feel nerves like i do for most new things.

9-5-11

SO ive decited to start another blog. so i have one to promote my web site, one to talk about all the clothes im making, and now a new one to express all the other random thought flowing throgh this brain of mine!